Mania

I have a mania in music and the arts. 

About music, I have an obsession of listening to songs on my laptop or on the radio. I have a huge respect and admiration to many different artists like Phil Collins, Josh Groban, Janet Jackson, Mika Nakashima, Utada Hikaru, Katy Perry, Jennifer Lopez, Celine Dion and many more. I love to listen to these artists for hours. I think it's an addiction of mine. I enjoy listening to it.

When it comes to arts, I am a fan of Vincent Van Gough's paintings. I wish I can see his paintings with my own two eyes. I only see his paintings on the Internet. I still can't believe that someone like him have a mental disorder and he had good skills in painting and he killed himself. Despite of what happen, Vincent Van Gough is one of my inspirations in life because I have a mental health condition which is mania (a type of Bipolar I Disorder).

I am thankful that I am not alone. Many people have this kind of madness. Life is full of beauty and madness. I am thankful that I am born in this world and to experience life beautifully.